Certainties and Fears
Sometimes words are difficult to find. When they are is it better to leave them unspoken? If it is, then why do we still have those thoughts running through our minds? If you’re uncertain of the words you’re speaking, are they still aloud to be spoken? And what if you are certain? Things can change in a matter of seconds. One certainty can become a thousand uncertainties.
I am almost never certain of anything. Its better to expect the unexpected. When it comes to feelings, lately, I have not been certain what so ever. My heart does not know what it wants. Does this mean that I haven’t found the right guy? Are you always certain you’ve found the right guy when you meet him? Cause if that is the case, I have yet to find him. I’m not sure how it works. Part of me is scared to find out. Scared to get hurt. Scared to be put in the same shitty situations that my heart has been in before. Is it okay to be scared? I think it is. But fear is something that can influence, change, your future. When is it okay to let fear get the best of you? Is it ever okay?
