March 2011
1 post
"Strength"
The emotion I feel when I see or hear a girl say “I could never have the strength to leave him” is an emotion I can not describe. I was the girl that did not have the strength to leave my exboyfriend. I never stood up for myself. But guess who left him. Me.
You know where my “strength” came from? It came from being sick and tired of letting some guy constantly disrespect...
“We were the kings and queens of promise
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe...”
– 30 Seconds To Mars
February 2010
2 posts
“Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.”
– ANONYMOUS
I want to make art. Beautiful art. The kind that takes the worlds breath away.
January 2010
1 post
“I’ll never talk again, oh you’ve left me speechless. You’ve left me speechless so speechless. And I’ll never love again.”
That is from Lady Gaga’s song Speechless. She wrote it for her dad who has serious health issues, and the only way to get better was if he got heart surgery. She’d call him all the time to try to convince him to get the...
September 2009
1 post
Want, Feelings, Desire, Change.
Why is it that the thing you want most, you don’t get? Think back to a time you wanted something very badly. And think about now. Usually the things you want change over time. This got me to thinking, if you want something so badly now, what if you don’t get that thing? Will you eventually get over it and find the next best thing to want? But isn’t that how things work?...
August 2009
18 posts
Certainties and Fears Cont.
When someone finds the right guy, does that person get a feeling? The kind that puts you at ease and tells you it’s okay? Because if that’s it, I think I have that feeling. I thought it was just a simple crush, but it has grown into something more. And today I found out just how much more. I haven’t felt this way in a pretty long time. I’m not sure what to do. I feel...
Broken Heart Love
There are thousands of hearts that are broken every day. Thousands of tears that fall. What is that make people want to love? Is it the vulnerability? Knowing someone cares? What about the idea of fate. Most people like to believe in the idea that whats meant to be will happen. But what if the idea of fate is only there to make people feel better about bad situations? Does everything really...
Stable.
Stability can be hard to find. Stability in friends, in family, in relationships. Things are constantly changing, it’s life. When you’re in something stable, it’s like you’re at ease. No constant over-thinking. But what if people aren’t meant to have stability? What if the constant ease makes someone unaware of the changes? It is unexpectated because you...
Little Truth, Big Journey
We all search for a little truth in every lie. It seems to be what keeps us alive in the end. No human being is perfect. Not one person can point a finger at another. Noones hands are clean. No amount of water can clean them. All any of us can do, is accept the uncleaniness in eachother. That may not always come to be forgetting, but forgiving. If not forgiving, then being put aside. Accept...
“I resent having to prove that I’m not a retard.”
– Megan Fox
Certainties and Fears
Sometimes words are difficult to find. When they are is it better to leave them unspoken? If it is, then why do we still have those thoughts running through our minds? If you’re uncertain of the words you’re speaking, are they still aloud to be spoken? And what if you are certain? Things can change in a matter of seconds. One certainty can become a thousand uncertainties.
I am...
Unknowing Feeling
You know that feeling? The one that makes your throat dry, and your knees weak? When your hands get shakey and you have trouble finding the right words to say? The one where you can’t speak even if you tried? I have come to dispise that feeling. It has become to be known as the feeling of lies to me. It is the beginning of deception and disloyalty. I don’t trust this feeling and...
Beer-pong tonight :)
demiiii:
Alaina is sending me a surprise in the mail! I can’t wait. I’m disappointed it’s not the Obama coloring page though. Justsayinnn.
Lmao. Sorry, this one is better though :)
Anonymously
Things change. Life goes on. It’s inevitable. If you could’ve stopped time at one point in your life, would you? When bad things happen you wish you could go back to when you were happier. But you don’t realize how happy you were until things change. Things need to change though. That’s how you grow up, find the love of your life, have kids, live your life. At one...
demiiii:
ayceestarx:
demiiii:
5:17AM. Still reading. No sleep at all. Not the least bit tired.
i was up too. i was gonna text you but i thought you’d be sleeping.
I NEVER SLEEP.
fuckin owl. owl with crabs. lmao.
demiiii:
5:17AM. Still reading. No sleep at all. Not the least bit tired.
i was up too. i was gonna text you but i thought you’d be sleeping.
“It’s hard to find people who would love you no matter what. I was lucky...”
– Sex and The City